Month of February. Some issues i need to update.
Meanwhile I've stopped working part time for now. I realised I worked too much and lost more weight than i thought after I weigh myself on the weighing machine. I lost the time with old friends/colleagues and one thing that's suck to the core. I lost my musicality... I used to be passionate about music so much that I practice 2 to 3 hours a day till perfection, listen to band songs and explore more music stuffs. I lost that momentum few months ago because of family reasons. Therefore my difficulty of coping is rather uncontrollable. I slept 4 hours or lesser even up to the extend of never sleep at all. After months of thinking after colleagues noticed me, i've decided to stop with immediate effect. Seriously for my health and my future, I need to be stable. I'm Focusing on GY only.
Since joining full time there, I realised the amount of learning depends on the individuals itself. So much issues link to one thats learning a skill. Attitude, commitment, hardwork, understanding. Hence I was not prepared for all this, but doing this alone makes me learn something. Independent. Therefore I was quite impressed with a few students who might make a great impact in the future or in JCs, Poly or ITE. If they continue in music. If only everyone listens to advices, follow, be mature and think properly, i don't see a reason why they can't go far?
How about me? I'm trying to develop myself to be a good musician. As well learning preparing to take ABRSM for my future use of music. Pray for the best. Thats all. Take care and loves .
